I dreamt of you

I never see you

I never know you

and until now... I don't know a single thing about you.

Who are you?

I only know you're a guy in my dream who always be there for me.

When I am crying because of tired

I lay on your back, you just smile on me. your eyes like saying' it's okay. everything gonna be okay'

When I am fearing and running

You run over me, then just look at me with a short distant

When I am worrying

You are there, beside me hold my hands tightly.

Then I know I am not aloner anymore.

Cause you're there....

But it still a dream but I believe we will meet soon, right?

I remember your honest eyes.

I remember your perfect nose.

I remember your beautiful smile on ur lips.

I remember your smooth skin, like a brown colour.

I will keep remeber it everyday, because the time will let us meet each other.

I wont feeling the pain of heart broken anymore. It makes me feeling sad everyday.

If the time let us meet each other, can I being a happy person again?

With alot of smile with alot of laugh ?

God already showed the beautiful dream last night

So can I believe it, I will meet him soon right?

I will really thanks to You if I can meet him soon.

God hears my prayer.... I wanaa keep believe it <3 Thanks to God.

Duck and Goose

My art's teacher gave us an assignment.

We must making a cube and painting on it. You can choose the type you want, like.. Art nouveau, Art Deco, Strimlining and etc.

Then I chose Art Nouveau.

I took 4-5 hours to make it. looks very simple but it's not simple at all :D

The title of this cube is Goose-Me and Dreams.

At the begining I thought Goose is really graceful

Since young people called me 'duck' so i really am obsessed with goose/ swan.
I hate being hurted, I hate when people said 'you are ugly',so many painful things.

So I told my self 'Hey You can't being a duck forever. However you're a charming duck right now but latter you will being a worderful goose'

I kept telling this to my self for supported my self.

Cause time still running I keep believe on it.

Every girl can be a princess, pretty or ugly, rich or poor

They will being a wonderful princess when the time comes.

Like now, The way I believe it. Shining in the star light.

Duck can be Goose, cause impossible is nothing.

Never Give Up, believe and do it.

Let's fight together

R'12

About Love

Firstly I really wanna say: "Happy Vals day!"

mmm... now let's talk about LOVE. have you ever love someone?

God always being the number one.

Then for my self I love my parrents so much. Thanks to them who already gave me everything. Their love are infinitely. I don't know where I can find a person with much much loove more than them. I can't expresss my self really well, I even couldn't say 'happy vals day' to them but I told to all my friends.. mm pitty me, but i wish they could undestand about it.

If you asked me about 'falling in love'

I also fell in love... I liked someone who already have someone, and the someone is my friend

It's hurt but I really dont wanna to mind it. Even its hard but when you love someone you just wanna do everything for that person. Because his/ her smile is everything for you.

Another things 'friend' is someone who really hard to find.

Sometimes i asked 'why it must be happened to me?' but now I understand.

Cuz God wanna give me a better person. I am really a dreamer, I always thinking my life is like a fairy tale. Even I am not pretty, someday I could be a cinderella/ snow white/ belle or anothers princess. I believe in angels, pixie, etc. Because of that people called me a child, stupid, duck and so many others. But A person like me will keep believe what I believe in. Someday there is a prince who find me out. Sounds stupid but its me. hehehe

Love is like this... sweet, happy, cry, stupid, crazy, a little romatic things. Really Awesome felling. Until now I never being loved by 'someone' specially. But if you keep praying and believe God will give you the best. Let's have a nice Vals day today... even you still singles today. Dont worry and lets have a happy things together. Because when you're smiling a good things will come to you ^^

Best regard R'12 :)

Goose's Dream

When you still alive, dreams never sleep.

Everytime you breathing, your dreams in there

No matter how hard is it.

No matter howmany mistakes we made in the past or

how many mistakes we will make in the future.

No matter how many times we failing.

As long as we have a dream

Even its only one dream.. that will being a reason to live.

Because your dream is like a gem.

Although everyone called me stupid duck

I will being a goose someday cause I still have a dream.

it's not a duck's dream but it's goose's dream.

I want to persevere this dream.

I will become more gracious

That out of all I am a goose, which had a precious dream.

The things that I want to protect the most.

R'12